Teacher Lillian explained to me that
a child’s mind is like a blank piece of paper: you can write anything and it
will stay, because they have not learned a lot yet. That is why they learn and
remember information so easily. Education is vital here in order to get a sustainable
job one would need a good education. However, there is a flaw in their system.
In order to get into secondary school, past Class 8, you have to pass the exams
at the end of Class 7. While this may seem reasonable, in government schools
they teach in Swahili all the way until Class 7, then the exams to get into Class
8 are all in English so it is very hard to pass. The kids at LOAMO all learn in
English so that part of the exam will be a little easier in that way, but the
material of the exam is still extremely challenging. Yet with the odds stacked against them these
kids still try their hardest every day.
Last night I was asked the question
what has impacted your heart the most on this trip. I think it is the fact that
these kinds have to be on their “A” game all of the time, no matter if they’re
4 years old and in kindergarten or if their 13 years old and in Class 7. They
always have to try their hardest, slacking is not an option. This really destroys
me on the inside because at home we take our education for granted and slack
off and complain, and here are these kids who deserve so much more than they
are given and yet they come to school every day laughing and smiling, and are
elated to be sitting in a class room. These children who come to school
laughing and smiling have spectacular stories, of what they have been through
and conquered. Glory is in Class 5 her house is made out of cement with
electricity and water from a tap, for drinking. While they may seem pretty well
of her father got laid off of his job as a security guard as he did not have a certificate
of education. Suzie, the mother, is also unemployed. She worked at LOAMO for 16
years; since she worked at the school she was able to send two of her four
children all the way through LOAMO. Unfortunately, two years ago she discovered
she had a disease in her spinal cord preventing her from being able to bend
over. The doctor told her if she wanted to recover she would have to leave her
job. Since she has LOAMO Glory and Suzie’s youngest child will have to finish
their education through public school. While telling us this something snapped
in Suzie and the tears started to roll down her cheeks. All she wants for her
kids is for them to get a good education so they can go and live a good life
with a good job.
I also go the chance to visit
Teacher Lillian. When Teacher Lillian talks, it’s like her words start to fill
the room and transport you to another world. It is as I you are standing right
next to her experiencing her life and feeling her feelings. Teacher Lillian
lost her dad when she was 17 to AIDS then five years later when she was 22 she
lost her mother to AIDS as well. Not only was losing her parents hard, but she
was left as the guardian of five younger sisters, the youngest being 5 years old.
Most of them got sponsors to pay for their school fees, but Lillian had to
provide the money for them to eat. I could not fathom trying to provide for
five people by yourself, anger rose inside of me as she explained how none of
their relatives would take them is as they were all girls. My respect grew for
Teacher Lillian as she explained all the set-backs and hard times she
experienced, and how she always persevered and was resilient. Seeing the work ethic of these kids is astounding to me it has and will be my motivation to work harder. Any struggle or road block I will encounter is incomparable to what these students will do just to sit in a class room for the day. There are time in the school year when I take my classes for granted and start to let up a little and slack off, making excuses for myself, but this year when I start to do this I will remind myself of how Glory and Teacher Lillian and all of the others persevere and fight through it all just to get an education.
Thank you for the email!! I can’t wait to hear about your new career path 😉. I love to hear your emotions come out in your writing. Let that anger you feel fuel your passion in life!! We watched a movie last night and the quote of the movie was “if you can take it you can make it”. I thought of you ( seeing that it was a quote from an older brother to a younger brother also helped). There are a lot of things in life that don’t come easy but keep sharing your passions and love and inspiring others along the way! Love you!!!!!!! Mama
ReplyDeleteWow, I'm so envious of you Berkeley. Getting to travel to a far away place and really experience their culture. Your desriptions and writing are very good, almost transporting me there so thanks for the updates. Keep them coming.
ReplyDeleteI really respect your decision to help people and teach. It looks and sounds like you are learning a lot yourself.